vanilla noir.

as a woman who has struggled with nearly every relationship [family or physical] i feel it is time to make a transformation. in the past few years i have let the ticks get under my skin. i've let them survive off of my blood supply. when a man that i loved would strike me, i would immediately envision the love my father gave to me. the untrustworthy "i love you, but i want to watch you bleed" kind of love. i have had men pin me down by my throat and pull on my heart strings. i have been on my knees with knives in my back. and all of that is about to change. i am tired of being owned. i know i am a fucking Goddess and deserve to be treated as such. i am finally in control of my own heart and my own wants. i want to dominate.

bare with be here...

as i start my new chapter into

becoming a Master.